Used To Be??

I would like, no, I would love my lips to be plump and have a line around them like they used to...
I would like, no, I would love my breasts to be plump and stand up similar to the way they used to.....
I would like, no, I would love the little blue veins in my legs to go back inside and hide like they used to....
I would like, no, I would love the knobs on each finger to melt back into silent hard bones like they used to....
I would like, no, I would love my eyes to stop looking like my Grandma's and be like they used to....
I would like, no, I would love my face to lift and stretch its skin back up to the Lord like it used to....
I would like, no, I would love for my hair to be thick, curly, and sensual, like it used to .....
I would like, no, I would love the skin on my arms and legs to reach to the sky like they used to.....
I would like, no, I LOVE the gravity that has taken on the outside who I used to be.....
I would like, no, I would love the hard skin on my feet to soften and wrap themselves around someone they love.....like they used to.....
I would like, no, I would love my mid section tree trunk appearance to measure something like it used to.....
I would like, no, I LOVE my mind and the fact it is not like it used to be!!  The rest has been paid for...
I would never go back to the way it used to be. I know who I am under it all.

 Better check the camera settings and get them back to the way they used to be.....  Brighter!!